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feel tat im making my own life miserable..... making myself suffering... i have knew it much earlier.... but keep dragging... thinking it will be much better.... after all i realized, it doesn't goes the way as i thought.... wat should i do??? my life is such a failure.... argh.... im drawing suffer in my life....... i got no idea with it..... ever since i entered uni, feel tat happiness no longer the same anymore.... me myself no longer the same as well..... feel like escaping from this town for a while....