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Damn!!! All my hates and sadness are coming out!!! Just wanna to stop it.. I couldn't sleep at all... argh.... mad on myself who being so dumb.... Argh!!!

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every time i go back home, i'll notice that u r becoming more feeble~~ my heart automatically feel pain... im so afraid there will anything happen on u... wanted to hug u but the typical Chinese attitude is with me... feel shy to do so... wanted to talk with u but the ego is with me... omg... wanna treat u good but i know im using the wrong way... haizzz.... life is so complicated... when can we escape from all these huh??? seriously, no idea... this morning when u touched my face, i feel like the feeling is melting in my heart... love u~~~