Friday, January 27, 2012

2012

It's brand new year for me.... after all since i'm back from USM, right now i feel so relax... listening to music and wanna blogging for a while... hahahaha.... wow, seems so fast.. i'm going to be 21 years old... but luckily my birthday haven come yet.... just cant imagine it.. always recall back those time, those days and those years.... those days tat i couldn't rewind but all just in my mind.... new friends and new environment in USM... and i'm already used to the life over there.... overall, everything is fine... but i've no idea with wat will happen next.. waiting for results.... so scary.. for me, i'll choose to escape for this moment.. dun wanna spoil my CNY's mood... lol.... have a feeling tat i've changed a lot... i'm not the IDA LOH at those days.... from good to worst and worst to good in some parts.... last year was totally MY YEAR!!!! but i doubt this year is mine also.... knew tat i shouldn't be so greedy... life wouldn't be perfect forever... have to face it and have to find ways to settle it... my mood now is good but feel like wanna be moody for a moment.... in these relationships, i know tat i'm such a failure... feel afraid in having any failure relationship... scare to hurt and being hurt but keep on dragging is not good.... i dun wan dun wan DUN WAN... just skip this.... just cant believe tat i've done my first sem..... walao eh.... fast dao..... i cant touch my favorite sub already.... the sub tat i put all my afford on it.... but others like shit... actually i hate to answer HOWS UR PAPER??? but i did ask this question before... i know myself very well, ok??? if i said i cant means i've no confident with it... just trust me, wei~~~ i dun have no offence here.... imma too straight forward :P i'm lazy to type already.... hope everything will be fine in these coming yearsssss~~~ jia you!!!!!!!!