too much!!!!!!

omg!!! seriously, i'm childish... i always demand too much... i always think too much.... i never appreciate thing which is in front of me... i'm complaining and dissatisfied... i'm just a failure... im changing.. getting worst... i'm selfish... this is not me!!! i promised to myself... i'll change... i'm sorry for wat i've done... feel much guilty... damn... ask wat happy said... ive to control my temper well...   i've to know myself... i'm gonna force myself not to be like that anymore... self-discipline is very important... jiayou... i know i can do it, if i really wan to do it... dun challenge me....

randomly

hmmm... i shouldnt use just realize... because i have already know wat's it.... maybe i should use it reminds me of something... everyone is the same in this world... seems cruel... i din know tat someone will say that and that person do make me feel scary... the guy really remind me of something... really thank you... u remind me of not simply believe on others... i have lost my awareness until u remind me... oh, thank god!!! seriously... having two papers in a row... yet dun have the mood to study... OMG... it's too over.. ok.. time to ciao...

Moo Cow

when she's around, i never ever appreciate her attendance. when she's gone, i felt sad and sorry to her... i never talk, play and even show my love to u. maybe the first step tat my sis has taken which is wrong... but really sorry to u... no matter where u have been, i'll bless for u.. hopefully u wont be in another world. take care...

complicated

complicated.. feel like going back to my home..... yesterday i was still laughing with my family now i'm alone in my room.. argh... celebration for my dad and mum and durian that my dad bought for me~~~ omg... i miss it badly.....