Thursday, August 25, 2011

stop..

stop.. stop.. stop... stop thinking of that person anymore.... it was all over already... the person is no one to you since from the start...... u guys are just friends.... u both knew each others not more than 4 months..... i already have mine.... and pls dun think of that person anymore.... oh my god.... dun ever care wat the person post at facebook or why the person din comment on ur post anymore.... pls... pls... pls..... i'm very tired la.... u cannot be so selfish... cannot... cannot....

when u smile, the whole world smile with u; when u cry, u cry alone

today i just felt like crying.... i'm tired and i think it was enough for me to receive it anymore.. i'm mentally tired.... what's wrong with it ya?? may i know??? damn it... i just can't understand... but i just hope to know.... lol... fine fine fine... today i ate damn much for my dinner..ah neh, satu maggie mee goreng, satu toseh, satu roti pisang, satu roti milo.. and drank one teh o ais, satu teh tarik... and cause me feel like vomit... damn suffer... when i'm moody, for sure i'll eat so much of food... will never stop.... erm.. wondering how will i live without my parent's support... i din feel worry when i need to live alone but the support of family is very important to me... i've to distress by myself.. wow.. it's difficult men.... what to do, it's life.... i know.. i understand... still got 9 days, i'll be at penang to further my studies... i'll never expect that i can enter local university before.... but i'm entering on this 6th of sept... lol... wish me good luck , men... there's a saying 'when you smile, the whole world smile with you but when u cry, u cry alone.... it's true... it's true.... as wat i'm facing now... haven prepare anything yet for tat day....

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

想念。遇见

爸妈 谢谢你带我到这世上
我感受的到 这世间的美好
人生难免会有分分离离 我知道
可是我答应 我会过的很好!!

这里 承受的一切谁知道
人际关系 我们必须处理的很好
脱离家人怀抱的感觉 谁明了
可是我答应 让人生更精彩~~

爸爸妈妈 你在那里呀
我好想投入 你们的怀抱
爸爸妈妈我很想你呀
你可知道你对我有多重要!!

当我 一个人来到这地方
我感觉 这环景好孤单
可是 认识了你们日子 不再孤单
欢笑声开始 围绕在我身旁

朋友 很荣兴遇见了你们
我习惯 有了你们的日子
世界多么燎阔 我们还是遇见了彼此
有富同享 有难同当 感觉真美好

朋友们啊 请珍惜这时光
并肩作战的日子 我记得
朋友们啊请你们要记得
你们是我这一生中最疼爱的好姐妹
朋友们啊请你们要记得
你们是我这一生中最疼爱的好兄弟

是我一生中
是我一生中~~~~
是我一生中 好朋友!!!!


this song sang by all of the Chinese's heroin and hero in Gambang camp... really like this song so much.. and this song bring along a sign language tat created by all of us too..... hope everyone will remember this song and the sign language.... this song really meant a lot to me and i hope same goes to all of u ya hero and heroin..... miss u guys and good luck in ur future....

Sunday, August 14, 2011

it was life^^

hahahahaha.. there is no post in my blog again.... looked back with my previous posts, it was just too childish.. but i am childish.. couldn't deny about it... hahahahahaha.. it's midnight, and i cant fall asleep.... omg... after all tat i've settled, my heart feels something but i dun know wat is it... lol.... in this case, there is no wrong and there is no right.. is just depend on how we take it as and how we handle it well.... i wanna apologize but as wat i said no wrong and no right.... just let it be, right??? yup.... just let it be... hehehehehe..... chill!!!!

i miss the times where we are still in PLKN... i miss PLKN'S LIFE... there is no stress and u no need to think about anything at all... although there was a conflict between we and the teachers but i still miss the life.... arghhh.. the time passes so fast.... and i just wanna go back to the times with no regrets..... i never ask for going back home... believe it or not??? it was serious.... i just feel tat my temper get worst when i'm at home.. everything is not under my control and my estimate.... my life... my life.. i wanna start a new life... my brand new life..... please.... hope tat everyone is happy and healthy ... take care...