3rd week in penang

wow... after all.... she thinks everything is settled down already... sometimes she feels tat regretted enter ns for that batch... or maybe she doesn't even need to reapply.. for just being godness sick wanna finish her's ns earlier and enjoy everything activities there.... but she was happy for knowing many babies over there.... and she did enjoyed every activities.... but but but.... some ppl some times really ruined her mood seriously... just want *** disappear in her mind... and just fuck off... oh my god... she wanna delete her memories in her's brain right now..... it's suffer..... friends~~~ wat do u mean FRIEND??? she got no idea.... wat is friend?? is tat friend important in our life??? ya, friend is important... but now... she is used to be alone... but but but...... she is a girl still.... she will feel afraid in some times but she knows she has to be tough... she's really scare... really scare scare scare.... yet still, she has to go through it... because she knows there is no one beside with her... when she really need a hand and shoulder, she din even see a shadow....

wahhh... i'm tired here.... stress stress stress... why everyone besides me woke up so early for study?? why?? i'm going insane soon if i join them often... seriously... i saw them and i heard them... but i just dun have the study mood yet...... give me some times... a little bit more.... pls.... i know the time will never wait for people.... we have to chase for the time but not the time wait for us.... seriously.... i haven adapt to this place yet... pretender... maybe i'm a pretender... i cant find my personality yet.. where is it ya??? anyone know is it??? haizz...

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