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actually i have a lot of things to tell my dad... and i just realize that actually many things i also din let him know.. many things that i dun dare to tell him... now, when he's not here.... every silent moment, i'll think of him and wanna tell him everything.... but now, is too late.... never keep silent, u will find out tat somehow one day, u will regret!!! i miss my dad so much!!! still hope tat it's just a dream~~~

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i miss u so much, pa~~~ i wan u to come back to us... we really need u, do u know tat... argh~~ recently, many problems happened le... mum is very upsad... but i dun know wat to do... haizz... moody a, seriously... i really miss u a lot... where r u a?? i've been thinking of u for many days dy.... i dreamt of u 5 days ago... u know tat we miss u... but u never smile and let us understand or know tat u r fine in another world.... im really suffering... im totally exhausted, u know... and i still have another problem ... really bother me.. but actually is not a big deal... but once ' bother me, i'll feel annoying... i just dun like it.... can u save me, pls??? i miss the voice tat u call me 'girl'~~~ i wanna listen again le~~~ haizz... i love u, pa... take care ya... really miss u a lot... bb...

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argh!!! pek chek a~~~~~~~ dun know wat freaking life is this~~~ damn men!!!! hate this feeling freaking much!!!! pls dun make me remember of the past, pls~~ i dun wan... i just dun wan... not feeling well since this morning yet exam is coming soon... walao eh..... i wanna crazy dy..... amitabha amitabha amitabha.............