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wan to blog so much...but seriously dun know wat to write to express myself in this complicated world. wondering will i have tat kind of life again or not~~~ the moment i most enjoy... drinking alcohol and enjoying listen their sweet voice in a nice environment. argh~~~ wanna try to be drunk so much.. wanna escape myself from this town.. wanna walk alone in this complicated road.. wanna try everything in this interesting world. do u still remember wat had u said?? still wondering the words tat u have said at tat moment.. is really confusing.. can someone makes me drunk, pls???  i just dun wan my mind to be clear here.. argh~~ feel like going to swim... i can only be out of myself when i am swimming.. focusing on the steps by not thinking anything... really enjoy swimming.. seriously, many things to post... but not even one i can say it out... haizz... alcohol pls....