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alcohol~~ alcohol pls~~~ seriously, feel like getting drunk... many negative aspects pop-ing up these few days... can i get drunk??? i never thought of tat idea before... this is my first time... hoping many negative things happen on me and cause me disappear forever... omg.... my mental is controlling me right now... i cant fight it back... im afraid tat my mind will win one day... nothing much happened actually, just tat my mind is playing me... torturing me hardly... hope everything will goes smooth soon, plsss~~~ i cant tahan one le... haizz... im not the one who is always me already....