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omg.... i miss my dad so much... where have u been, pa?? do u know tat we really miss u?? i just cant imagine tat u r not here with us already... being feeling lonely... miss ur laugh so much... still hoping tat the truth is not true... hoping tat u will come back to us one day and stay with us forever, hang out with us and chase us as we did last time.... every times when talk about accident, i'll remember of u... the way u left us behind without a word.... can i rewind those moment?? im afraid tat i'll forget u, papa.... i scare i'll forget the voice tat u used to laugh... im afraid tat i'll forget ur everything... im kinda suffer right now, pa~~~ no one knows my feeling right now... many other factors tat bother me recently... wanna emo but seriously... i cant... everyone thought tat im fine with ur decease... but i never let it down... is still in my deepest bottom of my heart... still remember when u brought me back to pinang and have a trip here... i asked u: 'pa, y r u walking/moving so fast?' and u purposely slow down and walk like a tortoise and u asked me ' then can i walk like tat?' and now, u really 'walk' so fast and so soon.... i just dun wan to be emo.. but when the feeling comes and i couldn't control my feeling... im sorry...