insomnia

no one knows my feeling.... im really sad right now.... i couldn't sleep at all... im worrying about my dog... just now when i went down to see my dog... she's not moving... my tears just dropped automatically.... im afraid tat she will die... im really scare... why?? omg... when she heard tat im crying, she woke up.... i knew tat she understand me... she knew tat im there... she just dun wan me to be sad... she's always good to us... she has no temper....i just dun know wat to do... i dun wan she to leave us.... seriously... although im not really love pets... but she's already in my house... she's still ours... still remember for the first time when she had a problem.. when she was pregnant, she cant give birth to its child... yet, my family member were not around, im the one who accompany her and talk to her by not letting her to give up... she was on my lap... until my parents come back to sent her to the clinic... i still remember clearly the moment tat i'm with her.. this time i really have no idea.... i dun know wat to do... she's cute.. although i always scold her but i din mean it...now, i hope tat she'll be ok and healthy.. plsss.. god pls bless my dog... pls.. i beg u.... i dun wanna go back to usm in this condition... pls... i really dun wan... god, pls bless my dog...