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u r in my mind very deeply... really miss u deeply, papa ... can u come back to me?? almost half a month u leaved us... i know tat life still goes on... but i feel like giving up, u know.... is really suffer... torturing seriously... every time i come back to uni, i will remember the day u fetched me back to penang... the moment u put me off and start ur journey back to KL... looking at ur shadow getting far apart from my eyesight was totally hurt.... Pa, seriously i miss u very very much....   Pa, how r u in another world?? every movement tat u did, still very clear and fresh in my mind... i've to force myself to be happy in front of my family... i cant make them feel sad... the stressful and sadness tat no one would knows...

this world is damn cruel...