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I think this is the first time i cried in the dark room.. Was so helpless.. Was so aimless.. Was being an idiot.. This week really taught me something.. Was giving up myself so deeply.. Never be that at all in my university life.. Cried while i was eating. This make me recall that my dad told me 'dun cry like the world comes to the end Bcoz i am still alive'. I miss him so much.. His sound, his voice, his touch and his everything is still in my mind.. U will never know how much i wan him back to me.. argh... Pls god... I feel like leaving this environment.. I dun like it at all.. Wat do i really have?? In fact, I do not have anything... Argh.. Dun feel like saying anymore..