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it's end of the year of 2012~~ not to say much... my life in 2012 is just sucked!!! really changed my whole life.... just couldn't accept it.... just feel crying~~ haizz... i cant be happy even the last day in 2012.... of coz.... year 2012, is the unlucky year ever..... even though im enjoying the last day in 2012, i won't be happy too... my dad won't stay alive again... he can just be in my heart... his face, his hands, his big tummy~~~ i cant touch him anymore... again, why will this happened?? argh~~ suppose to be a happy family, ended up at tat moment~~~ everything is not going smooth in my life and at my home~~~ i just hope everything will be fine soon... very soon.... pls~~~ damn... hate it... yet, having my last period in 2012... sign... damn moody... really spoiled my mood.... argh... anyone can help me, pls??