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suddenly i have a feeling or thought tat human is like a glass... if u accidentally drop it, the glass will  broke into small rock crystal... my mind is playing me... argh!! keep on imaging tat i might die on the next day... nonsense thought.... but i cant control myself not to think of it... my sister told me tat my dad went into her dream and tells her tat my dad cant eat all the food tat we bought for him... my dad haven gone through the 'King of Heaven' yet... omg!! i feel sad with it... my dad has been through the difficult time and suffer the pain.. yet, he can't eat the food tat we buy for him.... he must be very hungry... how can it be like tat?? argh!!! why my dad din come to my dream?? i miss him a lot... i just wanna know his condition now... i know tat he can't come back to us.. but at least let us know tat he's being well in another world... but, wats the dream about?? is it true?? i can't believe it men... haizzz... pls god... pls let my beloved father lives better in another world.. pls guide him and take care of him... pls dun let him suffer.. pls....