pek chek moment

hmm... after that moment, i felt that not everyone is clever in this world... maybe u din notice about it at all...  actually i knew it since earlier.... she's the one who need to work like mad and end up with a little bit of good result... she's not clever at all.... she's not expert in any field.... she's just a very ordinary girl who lives in this world.... u make her realize how stupid she is ... and she really feel bad at that moment~~~ maybe is the communication gap in between both of them... he cant understand wat she's trying to say and she has already understood wat he taught just now... she really felt that she has been humiliated.. maybe he din realize about it or he doesnt have the heart to meant it... but she get it negatively.... she just cant concentrate recently.. she looks at her course mate and started to wonder why he can be so concentrated in his studies but she cant~~ this is a question for the girl... a question that have no answer.... she's afraid... she cant be sick again... she cant do the same things that she has done before... she dun wan to go back to those moment.. horrible and unforgettable moment... omg... she really hopes she can be stronger and tougher... she really hopes she can be more intelligent a bit... but she knows is impossible at least she really work it out.... jiayou... u really can do it... she'll always support her forever...