too much!!!!!!

omg!!! seriously, i'm childish... i always demand too much... i always think too much.... i never appreciate thing which is in front of me... i'm complaining and dissatisfied... i'm just a failure... im changing.. getting worst... i'm selfish... this is not me!!! i promised to myself... i'll change... i'm sorry for wat i've done... feel much guilty... damn... ask wat happy said... ive to control my temper well...   i've to know myself... i'm gonna force myself not to be like that anymore... self-discipline is very important... jiayou... i know i can do it, if i really wan to do it... dun challenge me....

randomly

hmmm... i shouldnt use just realize... because i have already know wat's it.... maybe i should use it reminds me of something... everyone is the same in this world... seems cruel... i din know tat someone will say that and that person do make me feel scary... the guy really remind me of something... really thank you... u remind me of not simply believe on others... i have lost my awareness until u remind me... oh, thank god!!! seriously... having two papers in a row... yet dun have the mood to study... OMG... it's too over.. ok.. time to ciao...

Moo Cow

when she's around, i never ever appreciate her attendance. when she's gone, i felt sad and sorry to her... i never talk, play and even show my love to u. maybe the first step tat my sis has taken which is wrong... but really sorry to u... no matter where u have been, i'll bless for u.. hopefully u wont be in another world. take care...

complicated

complicated.. feel like going back to my home..... yesterday i was still laughing with my family now i'm alone in my room.. argh... celebration for my dad and mum and durian that my dad bought for me~~~ omg... i miss it badly.....

randomly..

hmm... just feel that this few days seldom talk to u... hardly see u in front of my eye-sight... is going to have exam soon.. yet, not really in exam mood... still talk craps around, play around, fb all the time.. just dun understand nia... nothing at fb.. yet, i'm still hoping of something... keep on on-ing it... omg... i've to stop it immediately... it's a sign of danger... i'm focusing in fb only.. no others... my eyes din even look at my book.... is crazy men... i dun wan to regret... i knew it... and i always remind myself not to be regret.. yet, i'm still doing things to make myself regret... dun feel like sleeping tonight but i'm sleepy and i'm afraid that i cant wake up on time... how?? my bus is very early and hopefully wont delay the time anymore... i dun wanna to be late again... i'm taking many things... and i'm afraid i'll miss the bus... sure no breakfast for tomorrow morning.... luckily i've something to eat.... oh yea... eat is important nia... i like i like... wish me all the best for final exam pls~~~~~~~~~ jiayou... gambateh...

exhausted and FFK week....

exhausted week.... OMG... not feeling well plus having performance for two days... this morning went for a performance... and while waiting, i listened to a song and make me think of u... it was out of sudden... those days we both went through lot of moment... hmmm... feel like........ okok... lol... i just cant believe that i slept at the bilik interaktif for almost 3 hours... i'm freaking tired.. is a sign... is going to have final soon... everything seems haven well-prepare... yet, i'm not fully heal... argh.. is torturing actually... hmm.. actually i wanna share a lot of things here... but i'm too tired... lol... DDY... hehehe... my feeling was up and down.. fluctuating from last sunday until to today.... happy+tired+sad+ill+enjoy+lotssssss more.... but i must mention!! is a FFK week also... almost everyday i get one airasia ticket from ppl... walao eh... i really cant believe it lo... i'm keep on mentioning FFK bcoz i hate being ffk by ppl... haizz.. actually is all over.. no point to keep on mentioning... i've to forgo it dy... must do it... gambateh~~ if u say u can; u can!!! this morning we just had a small celebration for harry's birthday.. but surprisingly... he cried... i was so shock.. i cant believe that he cried... well... he was shocked and feel touching, i think... feel like talk about thing tat happened last night.. but there's no point to mention since it was over.. no hard feeling.. oh yea... over!!! stop thinking the past.... think for the future... things tat might happen tomorrow... jiayou, ida~~

insecure...

dun know since when, it's happened.... and i dun know why... is scary... this kind of feeling is bad... feel like hugging someone... lay on someone's shoulder... feel insecure so much.... argh... i'm so into blogging nowadays... lol... is kinda weird... but is a kind of way for me to relax... oh yea ^^