too much!!!!!!

omg!!! seriously, i'm childish... i always demand too much... i always think too much.... i never appreciate thing which is in front of me... i'm complaining and dissatisfied... i'm just a failure... im changing.. getting worst... i'm selfish... this is not me!!! i promised to myself... i'll change... i'm sorry for wat i've done... feel much guilty... damn... ask wat happy said... ive to control my temper well...   i've to know myself... i'm gonna force myself not to be like that anymore... self-discipline is very important... jiayou... i know i can do it, if i really wan to do it... dun challenge me....