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I think the way i treat ppl has some problem... but i couldn't determine the problem... argh.... is a bit down here... those moment keep repeating in my mind... am i too free or wat a??? i really miss him so much.... wish he'll come back to us so much... negative side is controlling my mind.... the memories tat he gave to us keep appearing... the feeling of sending him oversea for 3 months and sending him into the place where to incinerate is really different... cant compare at all... y like tat?? i thought i am tough enough actually... actually im not... im sorry... wats wrong with me?? seriously, i miss u very very much... aunty is taking care of me very well... she never fail to offer herself to help me, pa... im so glad.. and im so sad....