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suppose is a happy outing... but end up, everything changed.. how much i wish i can talk to someone... i started to isolate myself dy... feel so much sad than before.... realize that i couldn't talk to them anymore.... is my problem, i think... no one fault... just feel that i shouldn't face that~~~ maybe is the way i treat ppl.... realize that i dun know how to communicate with anyone anymore.... what had happened to me??? i tell myself to keep quiet on it.... since, i had chosen the choice and i couldn't accept it... therefore, i have to do something not to make myself suffer... i have to protect myself... instead of allowing other ppl hurt me... the one who used to support and love me is no longer here dy~~~ i have to learn to be more stronger~~~ jiayou, ida~~~