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missing those days so much~~~ just laugh, no worries~~~ found tat when we r getting older, things keep bothering us more than last time... i have the best but i didn't appreciate it... regrets but no point to do so... am i still the same me as last time?? or getting better or worst?? have no idea... argh~~ i need a vacation badly but i have no time to do so~~~ assignments, projects and more and more... non stop.... i just want to have my own time... is it possible to have it?? do something i really like it and enjoy much~~~ always wat u think, is not wat u will get...  omg~~~ wats wrong with me right now?? keep complaining my life... i just cant see my future... i cant find my happiness~~~ i was doing tat those days.. but now, looking at the pictures.. will just make me miss it~~ argh...


dream of my dad two days ago... and it was a sad ending again.... i'm seriously will mentally break down soon.. u might not be able to understand... but the strong feeling of mine is very hard to describe... seriously~~~ haizzz.... cried in the middle of the night and no ones ask for u is really cruel.... just forget about it...