when u smile, the whole world smile with u; when u cry, u cry alone

today i just felt like crying.... i'm tired and i think it was enough for me to receive it anymore.. i'm mentally tired.... what's wrong with it ya?? may i know??? damn it... i just can't understand... but i just hope to know.... lol... fine fine fine... today i ate damn much for my dinner..ah neh, satu maggie mee goreng, satu toseh, satu roti pisang, satu roti milo.. and drank one teh o ais, satu teh tarik... and cause me feel like vomit... damn suffer... when i'm moody, for sure i'll eat so much of food... will never stop.... erm.. wondering how will i live without my parent's support... i din feel worry when i need to live alone but the support of family is very important to me... i've to distress by myself.. wow.. it's difficult men.... what to do, it's life.... i know.. i understand... still got 9 days, i'll be at penang to further my studies... i'll never expect that i can enter local university before.... but i'm entering on this 6th of sept... lol... wish me good luck , men... there's a saying 'when you smile, the whole world smile with you but when u cry, u cry alone.... it's true... it's true.... as wat i'm facing now... haven prepare anything yet for tat day....